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    转载----很久以前写在QQ日志里的

      很久以前写在QQ日志里的,好像写的还不错,因为好像满多个朋友这样说的,于是决定放到这里来,作为纪念。

     

    电影人生

    发表于:2008年2月29日 5时5分25秒来源:权限: 公开阅读(62)评论(1) 举报本文链接:http://user.qzone.qq.com/108499788/blog/1204232725
    电影人生
            把日志开了有关上,似乎有种欲言又止的心境,最终还是打算上来写两句!
    比起msn的blog似乎更钟情于在QQ的blog上写这样的心情,原因很简单,QQ上的人很多都不认识或者已经不知道对方是谁,这样写下来就算被看到也未必会问经,因为有时就是不想被人探听到此时的心境!
        而现在的心境是什么样子的?自己也不是很清楚。有些烦,有些郁闷,还有些低落。烦是烦最近很久没有工作 了,经济状态不太好,股票被套牢了,何时解套不知道。上网上找些培训班想充实点技能,谁知要不是学校很糟就是学费贵的吓人,对于我这样即使学成归来也未必能赚回学费的人来说还是省省吧!然后就开始郁闷了,恨当初在奋斗起初时太贪玩,误了大好光阴,现在从头来过为时太晚了。顺着就想到为何现在都没有嫁出去,看看身边的人,无论好坏也算有个归宿,没想自己却落到个待嫁的境地,只好仰天长叹一句:“苍天啊!是我的要求过高还是缘分未到?!”最后就只剩下低落了,一切都不顺,看似不错的生活,其实内心是在煎熬着,熬到我的出头之日。
        其实 往回看,似乎我一直是这样过来的,一条波浪线,又起又伏,循环着。有人说是因为我像风一样的性格,也有人说我是太贪玩,都是吧。其实放简单点说我的确只是喜欢观望人生,就好像一部电影接着一部看,一个故事投入完再重新投入。我在我的人生的每一段期间编剧着各样的故事,每一个人物,每一个场景,故事情节清晰而赋有深厚情感,环环紧凑又丝丝入扣,看似结束又有新转机。人生是这样,电影也是这样,我要演好我的人生这出戏,等将来老了后就坐着摇椅慢慢看着只属于自己的电影。
     
     

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